Long-Term Travel, Transitions, and What’s Coming Next

Chiang Mai, Thailand. Photo by Lightworks360 Photography

I used to think that the reason I was constantly compelled to move from one place to the next was that I thrived on change.  I thought I just got bored too easily and the only way to deal with this was to constantly throw myself into new and unfamiliar situations.

And perhaps, for a few years at least, that may have been true.  But more recently, after immense personal growth and as I’ve grown to know myself better and better, I see that it’s no longer the case.

Change is a wonderful and very necessary part of life. Change is exhilarating.

But the reality of the matter is, change scares me just as much as the next person.  Sometimes, I even downright hate it.

In my day-to-day dealings, I’m a true creature of habit.  When I’m in one place for long enough, I create rituals that become necessary to the point where my day doesn’t feel complete without them.  I find things I love and become fiercely loyal to them–restaurants, coffee shops, or bars; running routes, yoga studios, or local markets.

I still appreciate change for the growth it encourages, but these days it must come balanced with routine.

Perhaps what was really going on in my days of feverish change was the fear of becoming too comfortable.  In my mind, comfort meant stagnation; comfort was not conducive to growth.  Comfort was the opposite of everything I stood for.

Chiang Mai, Thailand
Chiang Mai, Thailand (Photo by Lightworks360)

My life at home is comfortable in the physical sense–unlike when I’m traveling, I don’t have to work hard to fulfill my basic needs.  Everything is right here or easy to obtain.  But what I never realized is that my life of constant travel was comfortable for me in a different way; perhaps because it absolved me from the responsibility of making decisions.  It also relieved me of sacrificing my own desires for other people, because I never allowed anyone to get too close.

What I understand now is that I’ll always feel comfortable with some part of my existence, whether it’s a detachment from relationships and responsibility or it’s the physical comfort of sleeping in the same bed each night, speaking the same language as everyone I encounter, and not having to mentally convert currencies every time I make a purchase.  But being comfortable in one sense does not mean I can’t stretch my comfort zone in other ways to continue to learn and grown and change, regardless of my circumstances.

All this is to say that long-term travel and the growth that comes with it have been good to me, and I certainly wouldn’t be who I am without it, but it’s time for something new.  It’s time to give up the comfort of having no one to answer to but myself in favor of a life built around a place to call home and people to rely on (and finally allowing others to rely on me).

While I have no intention of giving up travel, I’m ready to make this transition.  I’m ready to begin a more balanced life, still full of adventure and change, but providing me with more of the comforts I’m seeking as I get older.

As many of you probably already know, my heart is pulling me in the direction of Europe.  My goal pretty much since touching down in Barcelona back in April has been to stay somewhere on the continent to begin building a home base, all while having the ability to continue to travel and explore.

So, Leah, get to the point already, what’s coming next??

Stockholm, Sweden
Stockholm, Sweden

In less than two weeks, I’m flying to Stockholm, Sweden.

I know, you probably weren’t expecting that!

But let’s back up for a second.

This summer–wait, no–this year, a lot of crazy things happened.  My life took a lot of unexpected twists and turns, I suffered a number of bumps and bruises (to the ego, that is), and I hardly knew up from down most of the time.

I mean, Colombia to Washington to Spain to Greece to Sweden to Thailand and back to Washington?  I’ve literally circumnavigated the globe this year.  Talk about hectic!

And my decision to fly to Thailand in the first place was rather sporadic, and it was all because I was craving some direction in my life.  But it just so happened that that particular decision was in direct conflict with the direction I secretly wanted my life to take: making a home in Europe.

Chiang Mai, Thailand
Coffee and Thailand, two of my great loves (Photo by Lightworks360)

The decision to return to Stockholm was not made lightly.  Europe has so many incredible cities, and each one I visited this summer seemed to be pulling me back to it.  But Sweden is what makes the most sense right now, and I hope you guys can bear with me for the time being; once I’m actually there, I’ll have more details to share with you as I begin to get settled and have a clearer vision of how things are going to work.

For those of you that don’t know, living in Europe as an American can be quite tricky.  We’re only allowed to spend three out of every six months within the Schengen Area, which includes Sweden.  There are loopholes, of course, and in some countries (like Sweden) it’s purportedly rather easy to get an extension on a tourist visa, but that’s far from certain.  So, while at this point in time I can’t say I’ll be in Sweden indefinitely, I’m going to see how it goes and take it day by day.

The plan for now is to take advantage of my full 90-day allowance, maybe with a few side trips here and there, but always coming back to Stockholm as my base.  I’m unbelievably excited, and I can’t wait to get over there and expand on the exploring I did earlier this year.

Stockholm, Sweden
Warmer days in Sweden

So, as 2015 comes to a close, I’ll be transitioning from solo traveler to expat, trading my suitcase for closet space and delving deep into Swedish culture (Helloooo fika!) rather than skimming the surface of many.  I’m investing time in learning the language (Jag heter Leah och jag tycker om glass!) and teaching myself how to pack for winter (that part’s not going so well…but stay tuned for what’s sure to be a hilarious packing post).

No matter what happens it’s bound to be exciting and I hope, as always, you’ll come along for the ride.

The end of the year always seems to be a time of transition.  Are there any big transitions happening in your life?  Tell me about them in the comments!


Featured image by Lightworks360 Photography

51 comments

  • Katelyn

    Exciting news! I’ll be in Europe in February and March before heading to Australia for the year. I might have to swing up to Stockholm for a visit now! Coming from cold and snowy Maine, I highly recommend in investing in thermal undergarments and down jackets! And a good pair of winter boots. Preferably L.L. Bean!
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Woohoo! Yes, please do swing on by! And yeah, I’m kind of terrified that I’m going to be totally unprepared for the cold, but thermals are definitely on my to-buy list. 🙂

  • Emily

    Haha! I knew it 🙂

    • Leah Davis (author)

      Yeah yeah yeah 😉

  • Allison

    That’s exciting! I’m sure Sweden will be a great base for exploring Europe. I LOVE Stockholm in the summer but I’m a huge pansy when it comes to cold weather! If you don’t mind me asking, why Sweden when there are so many warmer and cheaper places in Europe?

    I’m heading to Nicaragua next week! Then after that I’ll be moving to Portland to do a post-grad program in Computer Science. It’s definitely not where I expected to be but living in Chiang Mai with the start-up crowd made me want to learn how to code, and turns out I love it! Being from the East Coast, there’s definitely a lot I want to explore in the Pacific North West! Though, I will miss being somewhat of a vagabond 🙁
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Yeah the cold is something I”m not used to anymore after traveling in tropical climates, and that’s actually a big reason I chose Sweden over other places. I’m ready for something completely different, and someplace that’s going to be magical and snowy for the holidays! Enjoy Nicaragua, I loved it there! So cool that you found something you’re passionate about, embrace it! Best of luck!

    • Leah Davis (author)

      Yay! And I can’t wait to explore more of it myself! 🙂

  • Joella

    How exciting! I’ve never been to Sweden so I’ll look forward to reading about it here!
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Great! Hopefully I can show you some good stuff 🙂 I’m pretty excited!

  • Katie

    Congratulations on the big decision, Leah! I completely relate to the need to create rituals and routines when you’re on the road. I think it’s why I’ve usually opted for living and working abroad with bursts of travel in between — it’s such a hard balance to find! Here’s to your finding a lifestyle with both the comforts and challenges you crave in Stockholm. I’m so excited to follow you there!!
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Thanks so much, Katie! I think you’ve been doing it right all along, and I’m looking forward to this new travel style based on having a home base and a healthy dose of routine 🙂

  • Jason

    Lagom. Icluding travel 😉

    This is one of my favorite posts of yours yet. I think Stockholm is an AMAZING and BEAUTIFUL city, and look forward to seeing it through your lens (no pun intended).

    As for big changes coinciding with the end of the year for me? I’ll be packing up my Brooklyn apartment in three weeks, wrapping up my one-year stay in New York; heading home for the holidays; and returning to Asia for at least the first half of 2016. I may finally start a blog, but right now I’m content following others’ and working on different writing pursuits. I’m 30 pages into a novel I started three weeks ago, and determined to finish before I start law school in the fall of 2017!

    Bon voyage a Sweden. Glogg it up for me!

    • Anthony Secco

      @Jason – I think you hit the nail on the head. The perfect Swedish word for this post Lagom: Not too much, but not too little… just right. It’s like saying balance, but in a more personal way.

      @Leah – I’ve been traveling perpetually in one form or another since 2011. There’s a rush when jumping on a plane and going somewhere, but after awhile it does start to become disorienting. While the idea of settling down and buying more things then can fit into a carry-on makes me a little nervous, there’s something about having a home base that’s appealing, if anything it’s not having to say that your legal address is at your folks place.

      You mentioned quite a bit about comfort and growth. I think whatever the home base is, it needs to at least nudge you a bit to push you forward. My heart is also in Europe: culture, food, and coffee available in many flavors in such short range of each other. While still Western culture, there’s enough that’s different (if not just the language) that it’ll push you to grow each day.

      I’ll end by saying that as the digital nomad community matures, there’s definitely a trend for slower travel and the idea of home basing for a few months out of the year. Perhaps it’s just a natural progression of people aging, but it’s interesting to see what everyone’s “lagom” will be. I know I’m looking for mine.

      – Anthony S.

      P.S. – Funny video for some basics on the Swedish language: https://youtu.be/IpHniCEHY7I
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      • Leah Davis (author)

        Anthony, I love this comment! It sounds like you totally understand where I’m coming from and it sounds like you might just be in the exact same boat? Where do you suppose you’ll end up? Within the digital nomad community, I’ve noticed a trend toward becoming “semi-nomadic” (or at least calling themselves that–I’m not entirely sure what it means). Having any sort of home base, in my mind, means I’m a resident someplace who just happens to travel a lot, so I don’t think you’ll ever catch me calling myself that. It is quite interesting to see how this community is changing, though, I agree.

        And thanks for the video, I’ll need all the help I can get! Tack så mycket! 🙂

        • Anthony Secco

          Thanks, Leah. “Where do I suppose I’ll end up?” – right to the hard questions eh? Let me take a stab:

          A few year ago, I worked hard to obtain Italian citizenship(thanks great grandpa Antonio) which gains me access to the Schengen area visa free and I feel obliged to make use of that privilege. I have a community of friends in Sweden & France that’d I would like to spend time with. Somewhere cheaper like Spain or Portugal come to mind. Perhaps it should be Italy and I reconnect with my heritage. If I’m really stretching the visa-free thing, some European islands in the Caribbean. Also San Diego is quite lovely. Food, weather and closer to Asia & Latin America. See what I’m doing there… this isn’t easy to answer, but places come to mind. Oh, also Malaysia has some expat visa options and I have friends there. It’s a tough life.

          I’ve gone back and forth from living somewhere up to a year to flailing around the planet like a mad man. Some of that was a “grass is greener” thing, but I think I need to be somewhere in the middle. I get this feeling you’re going back and forth as to just “how much and when” you’ll settle in one place. I don’t think you(we) need to know the answer to those questions right this moment. Play with different scenarios you find interesting and do your best to commit to your idea (i.e. live Sweden for 90 days).

          I’m off to England come January for a few months for a project and will be making pit stops in continental Europe to see friends and check new places. While doing so, I’ll be doing a gut-check thinking “hmm, maybe here?” I think we’re in very much in the same boat, it’s just a matter tying it on the right dock. 🙂

    • Leah Davis (author)

      How exciting Jason!! This may be selfish of me, but I really hope you do finally start that travel blog. I’d love to read it! Where do you plan to be in Asia? And wow, a novel! That’s awesome, I’ll be rooting for you from Sweden! 😀

  • Crystal

    Well now girly – I have not been to Sweden so maybe I’ll have to come see you there! Love you sweetie.

    • Leah Davis (author)

      IT’S ABOUT TIME! 😀 Love you too, don’t forget to bring the whole fam 🙂

  • Katie S

    Leah! Loved reading your post. Sweden!! Sweden!? I have family heritage there… My great grandpa Sven! I hope to travel to Sweden someday, I love Europe and the lifestyle. I’m so excited for you!

    • Leah Davis (author)

      Aw, thank you Katie! It would be awesome if you made it to Sweden one day, and so meaningful! Who knows, maybe I’ll still be there! 😉

  • Velysia Zhang

    Well, somehow it’s exciting right? Not knowing what will happen next and then you realize you’re in a situation or a place that you never thought you’d be. It’s true not all the changes are comfortable, sometimes torturing, but, just go with the flow and follow what you really want, deep inside your heart 🙂 Best of luck!
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Thanks! Yep, it’s been a crazy ride so far and even though I don’t know what’s gonna happen next, I’m excited! 🙂

  • Natasha Amar

    Another great post Leah- for its honesty mostly. As you take the steps towards making a new base (using the word ‘settling’ makes me uncomfortable) in Stockholm, I’m toying around with the idea of ‘unsettling’ from my home base of Dubai for a few months next year. Of course, how that’s going to play out in reality is not straightforward considering I have a husband and therefore solid roots here. Lack of routine and familiarity is exactly what I crave right now, and reading this post about you wanting the exact opposite in your day-to-day life was interesting. But transitioning from one to the other is always an adventure, so good luck!
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Thank you Natasha! We’ll see if this is a permanent shift or just temporary. It does sometimes feel like the grass is always greener, so who knows, maybe I’ll get itchy feet again sooner than I think! Good luck to you too!

    • Leah Davis (author)

      Yesss I can’t WAIT! And I was totally serious about crashing your party…I’d love to see Norway and see where you live! And if you’re ever in Stockholm you MUST let me know! 🙂

    • Leah Davis (author)

      Thanks Kaelene!! I’m pretty darn excited about it, I’ll just have to get used to the cold again!

  • Edna

    I feel like this could have been me writing this post! I can relate to so many of these feelings, especially the line about comfort — people used to ask, why do you move countries every 12-18 months? and I’d say, “because that’s when I get too comfortable, and then I know it’s time to leave”. Anyway, would love to see you in Paris if you ever fly down!
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Exactly! I moved to Colombia last year thinking it would be a long-term thing and next thing I know I’m flying to Spain, ha! And ohmygod I would LOVE to see Paris while I’m in Europe this time around and I will absolutely keep you posted if that happens! 😀

  • Caroline

    I’m so glad I found your blog, because honestly it feels like we are kindred spirits! This post, especially the first part, seem like words that came straight from inside my head.

    Wishing you the best of luck as you venture off to Sweden, I hope it works out for you! And cheers to you for acknowledging it was time for a lifestyle change and following through with it to make that transition happen; many of us don’t do it!
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Thanks so much, Caroline! It’s true, actually making the decision to “settle down” a little bit was actually a lot harder than I let on in this post. But it’s something I know is necessary, so I’m confident it’ll be worth it. I’m glad you found my blog too! Thanks for reading 🙂

    • Leah Davis (author)

      Absolutely! Berlin is on my list, as you know! 🙂

  • Brittany

    Wow, what an incredible decision and transition in your life. I wish you the best of luck! I enjoyed reading this, hearing your perspective at the end of your long term travel days, as I’m just beginning mine. I fully believe this is an experience that must be had by each person though, and I look forward to making similar growth and self-discovery during my upcoming travels!
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Thanks, Brittany! Absolutely agree that each person should have the experience for themselves. Me telling you how it made me feel won’t affect how long-term travel changes you and makes you grow. Some people do it for decades, others last only one year. This is how my story is playing out, and I’m happy with it. I wish you the best of luck on your journey, it’ll be an amazing one, no doubt! Happy travels!
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  • Madison Wood

    Congratulations Leah!!! Very exciting news. I am still following your posts and have been working on a website for my travels- leaving for Bangkok in 7 weeks now to begin MY solo traveling! 🙂 Best of luck with Stockholm!

    • Leah Davis (author)

      Awesome news, Madison!! You’re going to have such an incredible journey, and I wish you the best of luck. Let me know when your website is up and running! 🙂

  • Maria

    The best thing everyone can do in their lives is to do what feels right for themselves. Good for you for admitting to yourself and to others how you feel. It’s an example of what everyone should do. Wish you best of luck in Stockholm. Can’t wait to follow your stories from Sweden 🙂

    • Leah Davis (author)

      Thank you so much, Maria! 🙂

  • Alisa

    I really connected with your words about inadvertently using travel as a security blanket in order to not have people relying on you. I feel like I talk all the time about how I’d like to be closer with people (that’s why I recently decided to move back to the US after 5 years in Europe), but at the same time having people NEED you is scary too. It feels like it forces you to be accountable for your actions in a way that you don’t need to be when you’re traveling and (seemingly) fancy-free. It’s something that rarely gets mentioned in a time when traveling full-time is en vogue, so props to you for bringing it up in such a refreshing way!

    Best of luck on your move to Sweden; I hope you love it there!
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Aw, thanks so much, Alisa! I’m happy to be the one to shed light on some of the lesser-discussed issues of long-term travel. It does lend a certain feeling of insouciance which has always been one of its major draws for me, whether I’ve admitted it to myself or not. But I’m ready to face responsibility now 🙂 Looking forward to Sweden very much!
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  • Clare

    I totally identify with the whole change / comfort thing – my fear of stagnation or ‘ordinary-ness’ is so strong that I will literally go out of my way to make things harder for myself in a bid to challenge myself constantly. Which is sometimes a really good thing, and I have many amazing experiences and lessons because of it, but sometimes I really just need to accept that it’s ok to just give myself a break sometimes! Saying that, I’m 7 weeks away from flying to Central / South America for 8 months before moving to New Zealand, so clearly not quite over the ‘change’ period yet 🙂 Stockholm looks absolutely amazing, I’ve wanted to go for ages and everyone I know who lives in Sweden loves it so I know you’re going to have an incredible time – best of luck for your move!
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Wow, sounds like you’ve got some really amazing travels coming up! Plenty to keep you on your toes and feeling challenged each day…and I know the same will be true for me in Sweden! Happy travels Clare! 🙂

  • Nik Stephney

    Well, I’m not sure how I ended up here (Pinterest, I think) but I’m glad I did. I’ve been living in Houston, TX most of my life and I’m getting ready to trade in my comfort for a life on the road/plane/train. I’m going to study abroad in Africa and after graduation I intend to come to Europe for at least a year. Right now, my goal is to eventually come back and live in the US but who knows. I’m glad I stumbled across your blog at this time! I was wondering if you’d ever settle into one place. How is it being so far away from your family? I look forward to following your journey!

    Cheers to a new year that will be better than all the rest!

    • Leah Davis (author)

      Hey Nik, thanks so much for stopping by! I’m glad you found me too 🙂 Your journey sounds like it will be an amazing one. I haven’t really “settled” in any one place in the last few years. I lived for a few months or even up to a year in a couple of cities, but it was always knowing that it was just temporary. I’d like to stay somewhere for a good while now and really know what it’s like to have a base. Happy travels to you, and good luck!

  • Daphne Hankins

    While I’m sad that I couldn’t catch your journey as a world traveller while it was happening, I’m so excited to see your posts as an expat! I think we all know deep down that we can only travel for so long before our weary bones long for a place to truly call home. It’s nice to see you making that transition so gracefully, and sharing that with us.
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    • Leah Davis (author)

      Thanks so much, Daphne, that means a lot to me! It will be interesting to see how it all goes with this transition, in my experience things don’t always go according to the original plan 😉

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